smokey

hello again, it's been a while.

i'm starting to forget,how things are. when a huge part of you have been ignoring, sometimes that state takes over and becomes reality. but in the same time... this feeling is growing stronger.

soon i will have to make it, and whats worse? losing or gaining? or being the in-between. someone come now so that i can pour myself. not everything is personal.

do u know?