having the car officially makes me a lazybumbum. i can see myself growing like one od those jelly toys that we had in out childhood, that rapidly grows when placed inside a bowl of water. man, not a good feeling at all.
i was such a ditz today, first that was the ungodly u-turn and now the whole handbrake incident. whats wrong with me today? doesn't help that i feel absolutely unmotivated to do anything at all. i feel like shit, i look like shit. but seriously, it's all by my own making isn't it. hahahah. midterms in 6 days, and the process is starting at the very least. soffieah will move out soon, and hopefully i can find someone else to fill in for her. i feel like such a nomad, having already 4 room mates in the past 3 years. i'm starting to think there's something wrong with me(?)
the persian wants to get a persian. such a good combination, i wonder how they'll take to eachother. if the day comes when he'll officially adopt a pet i think i'll probably bcut of my toe. or swear off rice for a year. or maybe just kidnap the poor thing to save it's soul.
and what is it about friends being angry and acting like bitches to the ones who actually care for them? is it hard to reflect for one minute, without all the bias and influences that are thrown at you and see what's actually what? geez man. things just keep happening this way it seems. i dont like seing her sad. i dont like seing people sad.
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