susah nak sayang orang

/rantmode.

finally i am fucking done with the malaysian STD coursework shit. oh my god, i tell you, most of the information that they gave me was utterly useless. had to revamp the entire thing, but it wasnt that bad, just very tedious.

anyway, on a random note, i am such a lazyass, explains why my stomach is protruding out to say hello to the world. got hooked on online shopping nowadays, i fancythe idea of being able to browse, and buy without even moving a muscle! (exept the fingertips. of course)

been thinking a lot about that certain issue. should i get out now before it hurts even more? or should i keep on hanging and be stubborn and live by "the moment is the only thing that matters" principle? i hate this predicament, tau tak? liyana is so right, susah sayang orang. the older u get, the more complicated things are. fuck age.

i do feel like there's a lot of venting out to do, but the eyes are tired and the fingers are weary. i goddamn hope that fucking assignment bloody gives me enough marks to pass the subject. i would very much despise even the idea that i were to have to retake the subject. its torturous enough the first time around.

and oh, did the labour law mids earlier today. utter disaster nyahaha. guys, don't be fooled by the long essay, its all bullshit. i have a gift, i can beat around the bush and make conclusions out of nothing. nevermind, we all buat the second midterm sama sama yeahhhhhhhhhhhh!!

i like you. but apparently for adults (saying it with a slight sneer, yes, im starting to hate this word. egh.) thats not enough. sooo banyaklah other things to consider. yes, i'm hopelessly dreaming of a utopia, but who ever said that a girl can't keep dreaming.

and i do believe that i have changed a lot. i like it *hearts*

p/s- my posts lack pictures. i sangatlah sedih :'(

and my english is terrible nowadays. it is NOT grammatically correct!!!